i hate it when nothing, absolutely nothing, goes my way. i really fucking hate it, because no matter how hard i try to make the best of the situation i'm in, it appears to be getting worse every week. i thought i'd be okay, but i've realized that i have no safe haven in my life right now. i hate being at home. i hate being at my job. i hate being at school. i hate my classes. i'm so god damn frustrated with everything. right now i just feel like getting away from everyone and everything. i dont know how much longer i can put up with all this bull shit.